spYwaRE, adWare, beWARE!!!
TROJAN virus has been detected.[alarm buzzing] danger! please install one of the selected programs.. and the pop ups begin.. frustrating me with all the reminders.. aihz.. i'm so screwed.. looking out for a windows XP cd.. hope louis can find it.. hehe.. save cost on reformatting ..
today i deliberately took my time watching YOUNG AND DANGEROUS, a very classic HK gangster movie with 4 superstars acting in it.. apparently this movie has 5 episodes altogether..sweeeeet... its not draggy and it's really DA BOMB ..if you know what i'm saying.. i can proclaim that ekin cheng .. is the man for this role.. the looks .. the style.. ah.. he has it all.. i am sure girls at that time [around 1997] would go ga-ga over him .. oh yah, as i was saying.. took my time watching the movie ..till i have forgotten my time.. i knew i was going to be late for work.. starting at 3 and i pushed off at 220 to my bus stop.. thou tampines is like freaking near to the airport.. i had to take two buses..managed to dash thru .. and punched in at 3.03...phew..its late but wun be deducted ba..hahaha.. look at what movies can do to you.. once you watch you can never stop..
mei mei jaime smsed me abt hebe's birthday =) .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my HEBE!!! you ROX.. seLINA, your voice ROX.. ELLA>.... ummm.......[raises eyebrows]....errr....welll.... yah...... GO SH!...
work today was simply fantastic .. hit 800++ tonyt.. i was very very glad that i get to experience a 800++ night.. the adrenaline rush was simply amazing.. from cooking the waffle for about 3:45 ..doing cappuccino and latte in between the waiting time.. asking the next customers to wait.. looking at the waffle machine;s timing while steaming my milk to and fro.. seeing my waffle getting stucked to the pan.. having to scrape everything off ASAP and redo.. sighs.... then other customers just looking at you and placing their orders not giving a damn whether u're pre-occupied or not.. waH kao.. its unbelievable lah.. filled in my time sheet for the month of MARCH .. calculated and i expecting abt 750++ for this month.. but i realised i spent like abt 550 this month..wah.. i jz spent without proper plannings.. totally care free and its just like enjoying my hardwork for the 1st time.. this month was filled with outings and dinners.. yup $$ just flies .. haha..but it's worth it. = )
reflection time:
at this stage of my life.. i'm seriously sorting out .. k not sorting out lah.. seeking my true friends and buddies .. and as for mere acquaintances , i just keep them in mind.. i''m finding peeps that i can really share my probs with freely regardless of any topics..i;ve already have my school buddies in my hometown. they totally rock.. as for those in singapore.. i have some to rely on =) .. being a sociable person .. i guess having too many friends is actually not a good thing .. in a sense.. ur social network is wide.. yes.. good.. but the capability to keep up with them is another thing.. look at my friendster.. i have abt 330? friends.. but i barely keep in touch w 10 oni?
irony ryt.. i';m sure some of u are experiencing what im going thru ryt nw.. here, i would greatly emphasise on QUALITY over QUANTITY...yes sir. at least the buddies that i can rely on ..care and support me gr8ly..thank you ..
yay .. tmr is saturday and its an off day for me.. shall jz stay home and watch some cartoon... keep in touch with kid in me.. ehehe.. and prob send my dad's phone for repair later on..
hopefully, tmr is a gd day.
1:47:00 AM
the bLiNDspOt.
Oh NO !!!! i think i screwed my NTU scholarship application.... all this while i assumed that i shd fill the online form .. and jz submit my hardcopy of the appraisals.. till this very day when my wife called me.. telling me abt extra forms.. omg..coming to think of it .. when i had to fill in the additional form.. i couldnt put any of my m'sian records.. and i rushed putting in the details..
sighs.. i feel extremely sad..somehow.. my essays ..that i wrote ..and with some refining from my lovely sister would just go down the drain.. [sobs] .. the song i'm listening nw..just worsens my emotions ... super sadz.. i just pray that my essays play a more MAJOR role than my achievements ..if only i read the instructions properly.. arghx.
reflection time:
i must be grateful for who i am now..when i look at myself[physically and mentally].i tell myself this .. when it comes to the face.. tell, be grateful that you have a completely normal
face.. when u look at ur limbs , understand those without proper ones.. when u look at ur fats or flabs.. think abt those starving .. you are well fed but they are not.. we always crave for better things, yet often we often fail to see that there are many out there who are dying just to be in our state.. appreciate yourself..
when u fail to get an a but instead , a b.. tell urself that a b is a good grade and its better than a c.. hahaha..however,realistically and unfortunately, we will have a hard time accepting this fact because of the pressure to excel is always there to hound us..
i wanna live a simple life ba.. just embracing fate confidently and leave everything in the hands of destiny..
aight.. i shall sleeps nw..
shine me the light to my true self, show me some love aight?
1:04:00 AM
piracy. good or bad?? of cos its GOo..BAD LAH!
olas blog, today was kind of a fruitful day for me.. woke up at 10 plus .. watched death note 2: the last name.. a super nice movie . with a good twist at the end.. the writers are simply genius in their artwork producing such storyline. i bet the anime wud be much nicer.. haha.. i pity L .. shdnt have killed himself.. saddening sia..
haha.. after that .. i continued my search for my OST album for my girl online.. and F-I-N-A-L-Ly .. i gotten them.. yays.. after searching high and low for two weeks.. god has answered my prayers.. thanks for sharing at multiply.com my peeps.. one love and my deepest gratitude to those at multiply.com. they really made my day.. damn .. i sO HATE piracy.. 'hate' it man..
haha.. went to work .. as usual its just pure stoning , dying for customers.. and when its near closing time, a string of crowd will just pop their heads at my stall.. paying with COINS.. slowly seperating their coins: trying to get rid of every single one of them.. especially 5 cents.. ah.. such pain in the ass.. and we are not talking abt 1/2 dollars ..its like 6/7 dollars.. aihz.. this is my job..
other than that. life is perfect for today..=) been asking ppl to recommend me some nice souls to mix around with .. hehe .. but no positive replies yet..
well.. i still have my SMU essay to do.. why do i need the scholarship? that's the question.. easy as it may seem to be.. but being outstanding with an out-of-the blue answer will definitely earn a spot for the interview.. trying my utmost best to squeeze every single detail for my essay.. written the 1st draft le, and nw i shall revise it over and over again... hehe.. and after this SMU essay..i'm a free man again..free to watch my KIM SAM SOON drama again.. yays!
reflection time:
i often ask myself this.. how much do i play in other ppl's everyday lives.. i know there are some, whom i have been dedicated .. but they dun seem to appreciate it.. sighx... morally, we shd nt expect any returns after giving.. true, but is it wrong to demand some appreciation in my heart?.. of cos i wudnt go up to tht person and say,' eh , i care and do so many things for you, appreciate a bit leh'.. only fools do that yah.. hahah.. perhaps i might have blind spots .. failing to recognise that there are other ppl , who have noticed and acknowledged my presence and contributions.. to those ppl .. thank you. kamsahamida..yup.. as we grow older, we have to be more objective..[nods]...a little bit of love would just make my day.. and im still looking forward to it..
kiwana boY
1:11:00 AM
ma first blog.
yo! check the screen one two...one two..aight.. everything seems perfect. jolly me, this is my first blogging session. well, im gonna keep it simple.. as in the template itself. ain't gonna beautify it or 'chim'ify this blog with all those soothing /popular songs or videos.. no offence to those out there who had done such modifications.. hehe.. ur creativity i respect.. i jz dun have the ''tech'' spirit to do so..
hmmx.. basically, i shall just rant my daily life as much as possible .. tell some feelings of mine online.. just wanna start a habit of recording my life.. life may be short .. so i just wanna date every single event of my life yups.. my happiness and sorrow , i share them with you.
currently chatting with my niece ryt nw.. haha .. shall add her to my blog later..tomorrow , there's work from 3pm to 10 pm.. its supposedly an off day for me , but due to my colleague''s last minute problem..i had to cover her.. hehe.. anyways.. its a gd deed.. and it just simply means.. more $$.. muahaha...guess that my MARCH pay will be jz enuff to cover my daily travelling and eating expenses.. sighs.. thank god i saved lots from january and february.
hahaha..
just gonna spend like there's no tmr.. well you reap what you sow.. and yes sir, the fruits of labour is here to stay .. =) just planning on items that i wanna buy..
currently: a new wardrobe would be pretty gd.. but its like one shirt 30 bux.. then my money can burn in a sec lah.. haha.. i never dared to spend on clothes.. they just eat up money just like that..truthfully.. i dont shop for my clothes either.. my sister does it for me most of the time.. and as for home clothes ..i just take my bro''s ..darn lazy to buy myself new clothes.. very sayang eh... hehehe..
just finished telling bedtime stories to my niece.. and i shall embark on a journey to watch my k drama : MY LOVELY SAMSOON.. yes yes.. talking about k drama.. im dying to get hold of the soundtrack for MY GIRL .. hopefully, HMV will sell the CHINA version of it ..i'm gonna be an official k drama addict in this long holiday.. catching up with dramas that i've missed ever since i started studying..
watching all the lovey dovey scenes just made me more envious of couples out there.. i want attention too!!! haha.. desperate boy i am.. oh well.. like my mother and all the grandpas,grandmas, aunties and uncles would say.. 'your time will come'.. hmmx.. persevere la huh.. peservere..
UNI life is coming.. haha.. but sadly .. i might just play the low key .. aint gonna be loud anymore..lay back and just hit the books ..what if i really die a virgin.. haha.. told my mum abt it .. i asked her to arrange a marriage for me..she said no problem at all.. she happy .. i aso happy lah..=)
lately, i have been feeling the breeze of change infusing into my mind and soul.. seriously, i've sensed that i had become weirder in a sense that i can be the crazy boy i am ..and the other second i can just keep quiet without muttering anything to anyone even though i feel normal..perhaps its a sign to cut down on my words and let action speak louder than words..well..adulthood is just around the corner.. let nature takes its course..i jz pray for no alter-egoes to interfere in my life...
aight.. its getting late ryt nw..gonna watch my kim sam soon... epi 2..
kamsahamida.
12:10:00 AM
