the bLiNDspOt.
Oh NO !!!! i think i screwed my NTU scholarship application.... all this while i assumed that i shd fill the online form .. and jz submit my hardcopy of the appraisals.. till this very day when my wife called me.. telling me abt extra forms.. omg..coming to think of it .. when i had to fill in the additional form.. i couldnt put any of my m'sian records.. and i rushed putting in the details..
sighs.. i feel extremely sad..somehow.. my essays ..that i wrote ..and with some refining from my lovely sister would just go down the drain.. [sobs] .. the song i'm listening nw..just worsens my emotions ... super sadz.. i just pray that my essays play a more MAJOR role than my achievements ..if only i read the instructions properly.. arghx.
reflection time:
i must be grateful for who i am now..when i look at myself[physically and mentally].i tell myself this .. when it comes to the face.. tell, be grateful that you have a completely normal
face.. when u look at ur limbs , understand those without proper ones.. when u look at ur fats or flabs.. think abt those starving .. you are well fed but they are not.. we always crave for better things, yet often we often fail to see that there are many out there who are dying just to be in our state.. appreciate yourself..
when u fail to get an a but instead , a b.. tell urself that a b is a good grade and its better than a c.. hahaha..however,realistically and unfortunately, we will have a hard time accepting this fact because of the pressure to excel is always there to hound us..
i wanna live a simple life ba.. just embracing fate confidently and leave everything in the hands of destiny..
aight.. i shall sleeps nw..
shine me the light to my true self, show me some love aight?
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