cos i had a bad day.....i sang a sad song just to turn it around.
ello . just felt like blogging one more time for today.
just got back from my outing with my angklung peeps.. had dinner at CHANGING appetites .. yummy.. chatting with these bunch of people is simply ..refreshing.. here , i mingled with ppl whom i have not met up for ages and talking about our work and teasing each other just brings back the old memories. =] i ate a HUGE burger with fries alongside that cost me 15 dollars..@@ hahaha.. if i convert to ringgit malaysia.. thats like omg.. 30+++ ringgit.. jialat .. that;s like 12 packs of chicken rice in msia.. oh my.6 days worth of meal.it's time to get back to my conversion senses.. back in those days.. a 3 ringgit meal was already considered expensive.. OUCH !!! i 've changed! mummy teach me to be thrifty again.. wah but then again , if i were to spend my money thriftly.. it would be bread and water all day.. NO!!!! cannot.. i shall insist on living this lifestyle..ahahaha.. look at what has singapore done to me..* bleahs*
reflection time:
*sighs* thats the only thing that i can do right now.. well like i mentioned on my previous entry.. let bygone be bygone.. yes i managed to do that.. but when i had a heart to heart talk with my sister again.. i felt guilty.. oh man.. is this really the course that i want? k i admit. i don't really know what i feel like doing.. all i know .. is that bio is NO NO ... sciences are basically gone from my world.. but i wouldnt mind physics .. =] ..
you know, after 19 years of my life... the phrase ," mother knows best " is always right for me.. my mum had completed GCE O level.. and stopped studying by then ..hearing her words of encouragement is just the best thing that can happen to me.. she might not know how to use the computer..but she knows when to say the right things.. today i told her abt my interview.. and we all laughed along..she said, ' aiyah eric, don't think about it so much. youngsters at your age also don't really know what they want in life. your interviewers will sure understand why you answer like that'. that line just cheered me instantly.. like the interview never took place. the funny thing is ... she did not know that most YOUngsters these days are already goal driven.. well at least in singapore..and for the past years when i have achieved poor results, instead of asking me to work harder , she just say this .. 'eric , move on ..sometimes results may not be that important lah yah.. you look at some successful people , they don't even have proper qualifications..who knows you might be one of them.' wah .. those were pure blissful words. no sarcasm neither reverse psychology intended.. it jz rings to me that i shd not let her down.. hehehe..here, mother knows best in comforting her child. i love you mummy.
my dad , firm yet jovial. man, his jokes are the classic jokes.i told him about my interview ..and his reply, " hahaha eric, you talk alot lah.. just like me . never mind lah' .but his words are for real. he just needs to say this to me, ' eric , today was yesterday's tommorrow. you know what THAT means right??''.. haha .. it sounds like the obvious right. but actually if i'm not mistaken it has a deeper meaning . goes to show that you should not procrastinate and you should accomplish the things that you have promised to do tomorrow.and that tomorrow comes, make sure its not a different story. this is one thing which i have failed to do ever since a young age.. now i have to find my trueself again and work towards my goals. i procrastinate till i forget to do important things .. and my dad will jz come nagging.. aihz. i gotta break the habit..dad, i love you too.
i need to know what i really want to do.. i mean .. applications have been sent in..but i need to take the initiative to understand what i am about to go thru for the next 3/4 years.. and also.. i gotta prepare myself for the fact that i might not even get my choices. in life we have to be prepared for the best and for the worst. gambatte.
for those who have been there cheering for that joker.. that joker is in tears, not of disappointment, but of joy.. knowing there is a bunch of people he could rely on to ENRICH his life. muahaha .. kamsahamida.
my line for today, ' it's good to move on , but did you learn anything from this experience? if you don't , you will forever remain idle and the biggest REGRET will take one step closer.'
okays, i shall continue a small part of my SASSY girl .. oh yah , according to my buddy ferro , the movie sassy girl had this guy acting 5 roles in the movie.. and viewers were actually encouraged to spot him ...and there was actually a reason for the girl to push the boy into the lake.. not a plain prank . woo.. so deep! i like. gotta find it out..
cya!
11:48:00 PM
