a piece of my mind.
eat sleep eat ...that is how aravin and i define a good life.. of cos , with no worries as well =] since all my applications have settled and i managed to secure a good place in NTU! =]
life has been very simple .. much simpler than my working days.. only thing is .. i am growing sideways.. NOOO!!! flabs and my tummy are bulging.. making me look like a pear! aihz..
haha.. mummy urged me to work out non-stop.. but my laziness just took control ba.
i need a run. one day .[grins]
anyways, i won't be staying in seremban from friday to sunday...instead i will be leaving for SINGAPORE once again.. my hoM..2nd home lah yah.. hehehe// attending some tea session in NTU on sunday.. so why waste the trip?!. friday would be the day where the old councillors reunite .. haha .. so looking forward to this day ... because last year.. MY CPU seniors did not come back... wah lao.. hahaha.. these few days .. i sound very very crappy.. so ... ME..which is actually. good in a way.. .i got back to my old self.. and bad in a sense that my mind aint shaping up .. sighs... i lost touch with the current affairs..again.
all i know was this pretty screwed up korean going around shooting 32 ppl and finally took his own life at VIRGINIA TECH located in blacksburg , USA. first and foremost, i would like to voice my condolences and deepest sympathies to all of the victims' family.. CNN news have been revolving over this massacre for days and it's time to
move on.. this is really what i would like to call as fate.. it's so random , we will never know when such thing can occur.. just like MRT suicides in singapore.. wah .. i was just watching these two clips my techie friend sufyan sent me ..months ago... which just displayed how slumberly a person can just jump onto the tracks , acting way too normal before the deadly act.. SUICIDE and GENOCIDE sux .those taking PSYCHOLOGY .. future looks clear for you *winks* no offence there ah.. its a good note. but of course.. i not encouraging the rise in mental illness or disorders lah =P
nowadays when i switch on the tv, majority of the tv programmes would consist popular + REALITY TV show like american idol, the dance floor, project superstar and many more lah...to me it's definitely entertaining but like what some would say , it's fake. My brother once told me , SOME idol show ..which i can't say , pay ppl to become fans of the contestants.. wow.. haha.. it's all about business .. u gotta convince the viewers that these ppl are worth voting for .. can u believe that..man-made idol. yee...
the DANCE FLOOR.. was one show tht really stirred me up sia.. haha.. basically it's just a dance show where contestants battle it out through auditions and perform according to the theme of the week.. that, made me wanna laugh rather to appreciate their talent.. i mean come on, seriously, i don't expect breakdancers to do ballroom and vice versa.. for what we know, breakdancers need MORE of their muscle power while ballroom dancing focusses more on their FIERY routine steps.. and their 'gracefulness' in executing tht each vital step..each has special abilties in diff areas but as a result.. one will get eliminated due to unforced disadvantages.. HOHO.. so nice. kudos DANCE FLOOR..there was once in channel 5 .. where judges were displeased at the votings .. simply because the results were obviously based on popularity rather than performance.. then words which goes something like this : ' those ppl who voted and don't appreciate ur talent.. i think they are cheap. ' something like that lah.. then another judge , george was like ' you may be out but keep that spirit alive k ' [emotional song played] .. YADA YADA YADA.. fact is , you are out and start making some reality check ups man.. haha.. better obtain a degree 1st and start earning real cash. that's kiwana boy's advice for u .. the show itself is actually... absurd? haha .. i dunno lah .. that's my view.. my suggestion .. if you don't want talents to go to waste and avoid nerve-wrecking results.. stop the commercial sense for once and let the judges make the decisions.. they are wise enough. bias it may be .. but its much better than decisions made by voters. or else.. judge 70% fans 30% ... something like that.. dun create reality dramas that are embarassing , emotional yet entertaining. it's not pleasing to watch some how. agree?
enuff crap . now now.. once again i would like to wish those peeps that i treasure loads in singapore ,you know yourself..all the best once again for ur DEX test, DENT interview, MED interview, Double Degree Interview..TCM interview, uni scholar prog interview... i have FULL FAITH in ya! aja aja FIGHTING!!
my niece, learn the impulse reactions k.. its easy. revise every night. a psychologist in the making ah .. =]
pimp u stay strong as always. dun let insecurities ruin your mind and don't doubt urself k.
one love ya'all.one love.
kamsahamida. [nods]
8:53:00 PM
