sunday morning rain is falling.. i like that
today was quite a good , relaxing day. woke up to meet up with my buddies for pool and a delightful sushi buffet. YUMMY. chatted about random stuffs..teasing here and there..went shopping and found some nice clothes.. ahaha.. bought one shirt with the words : WHERE MY BEACHES AT? those who can infer the real line .. good for you.. =) i am really fascinated with the suggestive words and pictures on the tshirts .. like, " SEXSI instead of pepsi in the pepsi logo.. or ORAL ME instead of ORAL B.. hehe the best that attracted my attention was this , " COMMA SUTRA" , which was commas placed at 'interesting positions' ./ hehehe.. gd investment yah.. but you gotta have massive confidence of wearing the shirt in public lah.. i must save alot of money for my new wardrobe.
right .. days seem to pass by with a blink of an eye.. and i have no regrets thus fafr.. knowing that i have completed all my applications , my heart is at ease and i'm just entertaining myself with k-drama and anime[files of young kindaichi] ... i can just watch without eating.. whoa.. thats some addiction i guess, a new form of dieting.. i realised how much i have missed during my secondary school and jc in singapore.. this is THE REAL HOLIDAY FOR ME .. and like i said..i;m loving it.
well i foresee that my uni batch [boys] who are much older than me.. will much MORE fitter than me .. and might have a high chance talkin only about NS.. aihz.. i'm already experiencing that with my guys outings.. hehe.. its gd to hear them describing their experience.. but sometimes.. i just get lost along the way.. i pray that my nxt coming batch would not be talking abt ns thru out the 3/4 years of their lives ..hahaha.. one of friend suggests me to get a gf .. haha. so i can jz devote my attention to her.. somehow i find some truth in that statement.. but .. love can''t be forced la yah.. let's just see whether my UNCLE PAUL's prediction is true...he once told me that university will be like a sea of fishes .. swimming randomly for me to pick...muahaha..thats according to his experience.. i doubt it 10%. i am yet to get a gf .. hehe.. anyone who knows any that suits me.. please recommend me yah..
reflection time:
love is something that changes a person's personality. u can be a crazy guy/gal on the outside..but when you're with that special someone, you just end up being mr romantic or miss shy. hehe that's love. when we are young .. affection is love , but as we grow older together , money will be the new love. yes..love is like a trade.. u sacrifiice your time with buddies for your personal time with ur loved one.. so its a give and take.. but there's a risk of losing friends along the way due to this move.. is it worth it? can u handle it? ..never make special moves on special days .. like confessions on vday..break up on ur lover's bday[of cos its just a suggestion lah] cos.if you were never meant to be for each other.. special days might appear painful for you next time.. or they might just be scars in ur memories which can't be erased..agree?
ppl say once we get attached, we might not appear to be as sweet as we used to be .. think about it yah? to me, its really relative..amongst my friends.. this statement appears to be 70% true only..=) a special friend once told me this, NEVER EVER USE THE WORD : always.it's a taboo in relationship. even when u're married.. this word seems to subject the person to a very huge responsibility.. it's like a chain bound to your feet.. look at these sentences.. : i will always wait for you no matter what.. i will always be there for you.. i will always this i will always that.. ah , at the spur of the moment , the other party may feel touched/ happy .. but in the long run .. the failure to keep to your mini promise will forever remain in the other party's mind.. good impressions last but negative ones are more severe.. remember that.. just try your best yah..
wah.. looks like i crapped lots abt love.. hopefully its not offensive to anyone out there reading this. just my sincere thoughts on this complexed feeling..
cheers!
11:58:00 PM
