gAy SHOT!it kills.
i know this might be a few hours early.. but i'm in the mood lah ..so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TwACY TaN XiU NING .[1st of june hor]enjoy yourself with a perfect company for the day and many more wishes to come for you all right? so many more announcements to come too.. ahaha..last evening was another perfect night.. squash and badminton were just brilliant . each of us [ah kin, yap , cheok hoong, willy and jye ] strutted our special moves in both games.. haha .. many tricks yet to be revealed. haha , as me and jye were playing .. we were naming our badminton and squash shots.. our fav: CONFUSION shot in badminton. haha.. it's simply done by placing the shuttlecock right in between opponents[badminton doubles.] *lol* we just keep on shouting those moves as if we were in some fantasy land battling out with our magical spells..my personal favourite is definitely the GAY shot. it is just pure drop shots that no one can take. haha..soft touch is the only thing needed to execute it.
this afternoon , went driving alone again.. this time, after taking my dad's route, i went to challenge myself to drive in town. FWAH. it was so tensed.. haha, had to constantly shift my gears to adjust the speed as there was 'lunch-time' traffic. ahaha , there was one point where i the newbie was not even spared to cut into the critical lane. i gave my left signal and to my disappointment , my left side mirror was pointing to the sky, so i had to turn my head just to look at the flow but i was pretty slow to move in alr as there were no kind souls .. so i had to drive straight into TOWN and make an AWFUL big round to go home. but it was no matter ..i had more experience =] .what made it more interesting was that my fuel tank indicator was directly on the letter E which means EMPTY. feeling worried,i immediately switched off the aircon and wound down my window, trying my best to feel '' the HOT breeze'' and rushed home. when i got home , i told my parents about the whole driving journey, my dad laughed and said, ''when it is pointing towards E , it's not empty. plus you can still move for 70km. our old car is spoilt in terms of indicators.haha.'' my mum laughed along.
[ - -''''' ]
driving rocks.enuff said.oh by the way, my car .. is 29 years of age. imagine hw strong it can still be. i am definitely more comfortable with this piece of STEEL!
then i drove out again to gym with my dad beside me. he provides with the best moves on the road.love you dad.
well, 5 months are going to be officially over. let us ask ourselves this question :
''what have i done so far?" some have worked , some have just stayed at home rotting [i am sure there are some of you doing that] , some went overseas..time flies..
haha, for me working for 4 mths, getting my driving license, pumping some irons and slacking in between have just been perfect. but i have not started reading my accountancy notes yet.. oh no.. i don't want it to go to waste ba. so i am determined to complete the notes by end of next week. well, my dad constantly reminds me of the MAJOR obstacle i'm going to face in my 3 yr course due to the fact that i don't have any accounting knowledge unlike SOME who have taken principle of accounts in their secondary school.. well, it is true . but i am sure i am not alone in this case too.
till now , i have not really spend my money on PRECIOUS items. so many doubts when perfect items come to mind. well, i am definitely going to get myself two t-shirts i saw in giordano tomorrow or saturday soon. come let's venture into my mind about things i WISH to buy:
a) a signature pen a.k.a an EXPENSIVE YET EXCLUSIVE pen .
rebuttal: mum said, '' aiyah eric , your daddy got so many fountain pens, guy laroche , parker pen , mont blanc,.. all his company sponsored one ..all you gotta do is to REFILL it'' ..so there, 1st wish GONE!
b) a CRUMPLER bag
rebuttal: i have around 5-6 bags and 1 sling bag[from haik and fadz] already. how many more do i need?i can already foresee my sister shaking her head .BUT i want mah.. uni life eh..
c) a digital alarm clock [those horizontal where the time glows in the dark] for my future room
rebuttal: dad got me a mini one already saying that i shouldn't waste money . haiz true enuff
d) a new mp3 player [sony or ipod nano]
rebuttal: what about my lovely i-pod shuffle? it has been with me thru thick and thin . but there's some connection problem between the ear phone and the port. but still..my bro gave it to me.. cannot..
e) a new laptop with HIGHER lifespan without the adaptor. my current one lasts only 1hr and 10 mins on its own.haha..that's sad.
rebuttal: is there anything WRONG with the laptop besides that?
ans: NO . aish.. how how.. hahaha
f)a NEW desktop for my room in UNIversity
rebuttal: i already have a laptop. even so , my brother would just transfer his in our singapore flat to my room . [slaps forehead]
g) an elegant watch . [tudor, sincere lacroix, tissot, tag haeur]
rebuttal : my mum bought me a timex watch right after i lost my swatch irony watch. PRICELESS and i still love it.. so this is rather a WEAK need
h) a COOL.. way cool ZIPPO lighter .
rebuttal : i don't smoke plus lifting the cover immediately causes it to light and it wastes fuel.the fuel itself is expensive.
so MANY things on my mind that i WISH to have ...POSSESS!! but none the less, my reasoning nature intervenes and DOMINATES my thinking..all thanks to my debating rationalisation lah.you feel me?
we see how lah.. there are actually much more things on my mind.. but it's gonna be one heck of an entry ..so let's save it for next time. come to think of it, MONEY doesn't come easily. those who worked in any field .. you guys totally understand right , getting nagged by the boss, listening to petty complaints,sometimes, being too bored to DEATH and working overtime .. all these are definitely our 'blood and tears'' right? perhaps, it is necessary for me to set aside some cash for books and my own pocket money for NTU. CALCULATIVE , i shall nurture in me.
best wishes to all those making their appeals , those who moved on , i am happy for you and always know that kiwana boy is here to support you whenever he could. those going overseas..[ky and veron] bon voyage and i pray that u have a safe trip! if you are reading this , BUY me GOODIEs!!
one love ya'all
deh ,kamsahamida.
9:21:00 PM
taking a spin on the road!
ahneyong saeyo. kiwana boy had a blast yesterday and today . ah yes , first and foremost.
happy birthday LEE XIN YI!!haha yes, i must make it point to wish my friends' happy birthday whenever i could.. especially those close to heart! haha, so, let me summarise my activities yesterday:squash>badminton>a lil'gym>chicken rice>herbal tea>small chat>a game of DOTA by myself>dinner at a restaurant with peeps>went shopping at TESCO>hanged out at my buddy's house>chat chat ,rap rap , sang 'KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY GIRL" and LAUGHED like there's no tomorrow.
boy, do i really miss laughing with my old buddies ..nothing beats this.. hehe.. we just laughed after every word we spoke. laughed so much till i started coughing like there's no tomorrow.. haha but doing all those activities without a nap did cause me fatigue .. serious one.. ahaha.. when my friend sent me home.. i couldn't utter a word.. both of us were so exhausted lah. haha.. see the FUN we can achieve without BEER>. this is what i like to call .. a HEALTHY 'HIGH'.
yup that was yesterday , this morning .. i drove my mum to my new house.. oh yah , my mum bought a new house and it''s currently under serious renovation. my mum is such a DEVOTEE.. when it comes to the new house.. everyday she would travel there .. to see whether the contractor and his crew are doing a good job.after that .. i drove around my garden /neighbourhood by myself. MY FIRST REAL DRIVE.. no guidance.. just pure instincts and co-ordination of my hands and feet . then after a few rounds round my area.. i went out to the main road. the road which my dad took me thru the other day .. whoa.. i was SO enthusiatic about itlah.. well, although i was slow .. haha i managed to speed to 70km/h on the road.. haha.. i even challenged myself to ACCELERATE when there was a chance to.. haha.. driving is slowly becoming a part of me. haha.. one thing i learnt from driving is to really be ATTENTIVE and be able to 'multi-task' on the road.
things to be aware while driving simultaneously:
a) look at your side mirror when you wanna switch lane
b)look at your rear mirror to see any fast car approaching at your lane, if there is , we must yield and move aside
c) don't day dream
d) must take note of all the 'loose' motorcyclists who can just shoot pass you or come out of nowhere from any junctions.
yup. driving is one thing, being cautious is another thing. do you feel me ? haha. those taking driving lessons.. enjoy it lah yah!
this evening , i might be going out to have a game of tennis and squash . hopefully ba. waiting for another great plan to come up. i've been to JUSCO a few times and had my eyes on some t-shirts.i believe it's time to invest in some good t-shirts. i've been repeating the same old t-shirts i have right now when i go out with my friends.. but we aren't that particular lah. most important .. we don't smell and we have a good time .
one love ya'all .
deh, kamsahamida.
1:16:00 PM
the day i met janice.
firstly,
happy birthday to chua mei shan and khoo bee luan .hope you had a nice day !! HALLO life. today at 2.10pm , i met this very beautiful girl . her name is JANICE. yes. it's true. she is from HK , a very talented singer.!!! she was down in my humble town to make her PROMOTION!!! oh my god.. i know this entryt might sound out of the blue, but i am so in love with her.. those who still dunno about her , go check her out lah okay.
i first heard of her from my buddy ,leon lee .. heheh my australian buddy. he recommended her to me ever since NOVEMBER 2006 thru her HIT song using youtube.. at 1st i wasn't impressed at all. but today, i had the instinct to see her myself.. since she is in TOWN . haha..oh my god , when she 1st came onto stage.. my heart melted.. KAWAII nia.. omg.. haha..awesomely cute.
by the way , she is mixed ..korean,filipino and chinese.. wah super combo.. I AM MIXED too.. hmmx... nah nah.. i just like her .. haha. i know my standard =] ain't good enuff for her..
hahaha..okay that's not the point ..well, she started singing her songs.. and i totally love it.. there were so many avid fans of hers .. there was one who went on stage for a mini-competition .. said he was from JOHOR BAHRU.. wow ..imagine that.. okays for you who can't tell the distance ..it's like 3.5 hours ride from there to my hometown on a 80km/h vehicle.. do your math... hahaha.. very enthu fan indeed.. and of cos.. there were booths selling her cd and posters.. well, knowing hw passionate i was at the spur of the moment.. i told myself:
'' YES, i will get her album .. from my friend willyson! "
haha..i know this is wrong.. haha.. but piracy is my life.. currently i am listening to her..humming to the song . haha. GO JANICE.. yes back to my story . my friends [ ah chua kor and willyson] and i took out our phones and tried recording her performances.. but there were so many jostlings around.. our recordings are kinda shaky.. NONE THE LESS.. janice looked in our direction when she sang too.. omg.. i was so.. 'bouncy' in heart.. haha.. i was so brave[i think i am] ... i shouted her name when she looked in our direction and i waved at her.. then i confidently knew she smiled at me..=] cos once i shouted her name.. i waved at her .. hahahaha.. lol i gleefuly laughed and smiled big big for her to see..and she smiled and waved back at me and my friends too.. and it happened twice
though it was not captured on camera.. those moments were precious..priceless. YAY!!
NOW i TRULY UNDERSTAND why fans can go GA-GA over their idols.. cos i was almost like that.. haha it's all at the spur of the moment. well, TANK AND YANZI coming down to malaysia next saturday..tank in my hometown, yanzi in kl.. wahahaha.. i am so high now.. omg i need to relax now..oh , according to my friend , choy ling , WUZUN came down to kl last saturday .. 10000 fans went flooded BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE.. gosh.. that's crazy.. but i can understand.. she claimed some were from thailand, taiwan and singapore too.. haha.. the attraction of a beautiful boy..ironically, my mum doesn't find him attractive at all. she thinks the same for HEBE too.. AIHZ.. the generation gap.. [shakes head]
i have official idol in different countries already... hyori in korea, hebe in taiwan , janice in hk, and KIM in australia..where's malaysia!!! looking forward.. it was SITI NURHALIZA once.. but she got married .. ah.. hot factor GOES DOWN drastically.. so i am in search for MY MALAYSIA idol.. FIGHTING..
tmr i shall receive my driving license ..can't wait! AJA AJA!!
those making their appeals.. let's hope for the best! come what may.
one love ya 'all
deh, kamsahamida.
10:56:00 PM
it's OFFICIAL!
on the 24th of may , kiwana boy has made himself proud by making a comeback after a hurtful downfall on the previous week.. by executing every single move with his car to pass his driving exams. **phEW**
haha, hello life , i am so glad that my 'burden' has been removed from my heart and glad to announce that i am an OFFICIAL driver. yay!! hahaha.. now , i am waiting for monday to receive my license =] and i'll be roaming down the streets pretty soon. but i gotta admit.. i am a verY .. terribly slow driver on the road. haha, those motorcylists who just pop up out of nowheregodknows and make the slightest cut near your car, really freak me out .. especially when i sit beside my dad .. man, i gotta toughen myself up. and everyone that i know is driving An AUTOMATIC car.. wahlao.. ahhaha.. what happened to the MANUALs.. ah COMELAH monday.. and i shall take my old DATSUN car for a spin.
yesterday i went down to the immigration centre to renew my passport. haha.. procedures were pretty usual and mundane but! stereotypes WERE always alive though.. yes people, i was mistaken by the looks ..again.. since the age of 9..
-oh, the heartache-
okays okays.. many of you of know me might say that i always bring up this topic.. but you know.. every encounter with these people is special..this time .. a pregnant officer attended to me .then as she checked thru my documents.. she smiled and grinned for a while.. this is the convo:
officer: -grins- you're not malay?
kb :-grins back- nolah (..but in his heart was like : _ _"")
officer: haha, okays .. cos you do have the feature of a malay boy
kb : ah , well, everyone says so. (-glass shatterings-)
officer:hehe, so you're mixed lah i presume...
bla bla bla bla....
yes , since she was pregnant .. i played along with her.. =] we joked along lah here and there since it was not crowded on that say. i pray that she'll get a healthy baby yah..she was nice and pleasant .
haha, dear readers, kiwana boy has no intentions of bringing up any racial issue right here k neither is he facing any stereotype depression.. haha. i'm totally okay with it .. haha..back in singapore only 2 immediately SPOKE MANDARIN TO ME.those were my happiest moments the rest were like the above.. abt my classmates.. i can't remember lah.. haha..
okay let me enlighten you some facts about me yah..my dad is a 'teo-chew nang ' and my mum is a ' chinese peranakan' . apparently my dad , although a teo-chew nang, he has 1/4 siamese blood due and 3/4 chinese.. wow.. my mum, has 1/8 MALAY BLOOD, and the rest chinese ..because her grandmum was a malay married to a chinese.. and now the question : why am i not muslim ? because at that time , people were not strict with the ISLAMIC regulations. according to mum , only women married to malay men must be converted where else for the otherwise , it is optional.
CONCLUSION: i have a trace of malay blood,siamese, and chinese. haha. looks like the recessive amt was the major factor which determined my looks. haha. well, that further consolidates my malay look le. so 'bo-pian'lah when people call me a malay. i also reply 'ya allah' [a.k.a oh my god] . lol..no offense there ah!
all right moving on...
HIGH TEA SESSION. NUS has sent me invitation to attend a tea session TODAY. and i declined it lah .. cos i have made up my mind.. but reading their agenda totally shaken my NTU determination. first things first , it IS ' NOT AN HOUR of INFO and ANOTHER HOUR of teasession and tour' kinda session .. unlike NTU .. aihz. it starts from 2.30pm and ends pretty late at night .. thats right late at night.. 2.30 to 6 plus will include talks , breaks , games , and refreshments.. and the HIGHLIGHT!!!! :
PARTY AT SAINT JAMES POWERHOUSE STATION!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG...WHY NUS SO 'ZAI' ONE............in the letter.. buses will be provided from the tea session and admission plus drink charges will be covered.. okay lah , i mean not to the extent of liquor lah.. then in the mail.. it is suppose to end at 8pm at St James.. and for those who would like to stay on can do so.. OH MY GOD>.....WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!! haha
if only i knew nus's hospitality.. i would have...oh my , what am i typing..CANNOT!
i made up my mind alr. steady .steady. [breathe in , breathe out!]
to zp:
difference between them n'us ah... haha.. well can't say much. cannot downplay NUS also.cos my bro and sis graduated from there..lol. and i admit lah, after reading that mail, i would like to say ..
N U S ROCKS.
but none the less,
N T U is better.wahaha, must be loyal nia. i am enjoying life right now.. come to think of it, it is the 2nd longest holiday I can get in life .. so i MUST TREASURE it kao kao.. cos the next long holiday will be the day that i retire..
that's all for today . to those who have cherished your love for kiwana boy.TERIMA KASIH BANYAK2 ah.. your support during my downfall were vital.
one love ya'all
deh,kamsahamida.
7:59:00 PM
it's OFFICIAL!
7:59:00 PM
my mind is clear now
today.. i had fierce funny yet fun battle in badminton .. played doubles ..whoa.. despite losing in the decider.. the adrenaline rush was priceless. haha.. it's good to sweat it out.. later , my friends and i proceeded for lunch and it was like a 'send-off' lunch for my friend ,ting poh who will be starting his UNI orientation tomorrow in KL.. haha. what a distance.. and you know what is the funny thing..he will be back by friday night - -"" .. oh my.. what a 'send-off' and we just laughed happily amongst ourselves..
later at night, went searching and analysing all the financial issues from the NTU website.. wow.. it's pretty serious when i browsed thru each and every single page.. but of cos, it is for my future financial planning. ah, i feel so ádult' in preparing myself for NTU. checked out the hostel fees and all.. its gonna be a lum sum though..anyways.. my family and i see it as an INVESTMENT.
all i got to do now.. is to excel. hopefully.. after 4 years of ups and downs in singapore.. it's time to do the neccessaries and dismiss the otherwise.. no time to lose!
now.. MY DRIVING test. a retake.
gg to drive with my daddy tomorrow .. early in the morning .. i am seriously like a tiger ready to prounce on my prey . ain't anxious but ANTICIPATING. steady lah !
ONE SHOT . ONE MOMENT. MY GLORY.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
11:36:00 PM
time MUST fly.
hey life , nothing much to blog about . just don't wanna see my previous 'heart-breaking' entry to be the latest entry . haha. well, after that day , my life was like declining .. haha.. badminton was so bad.. in a sense .. my senses were just blurred. mind not focussed too. then later at night at a cybercafe.. i was condemned as a newbie in a game of DOTA.. all because i was accused 'stealing kills' from my teammates.. in a sense i gained all the credit with minimum effort.. such envy.. its just a virtual reality game.. sadx..
today i went down to kl to see my aunt and my nephew and niece.. they are so adorable.. but they didn't play with me much either.. i mean of cos.. children don't mix with 'strangers' ..perhaps i could only click with them when they are able to speak properly in the near future.. speaking about that.. i might only see them oni in 3 years time.. wah.. so LONG..
being a 20 yr old .. i feel .. INCOMPLETE.. i've been looking thru photos that i have taken when i was in singapore since 2003.. brought back so many vivid memories of the good old times.. though it was FUN.. i feel like that i've been robbed of my youth .. thanks to the singapore education. when i checked with my m'sian buddies.. they get to drive,drink , go down to KL more often .. karaoke-ing.etc etc.things that i could not enjoy in secondary school.. haha.. cos at that time.. my class kinda segregates the scholars.. so we scholars are closer to our own kind helplessly.. so .. there was no such thing as a CLASS outing at all.. not even one ...in 2 years in SJI.. haha..a gr8 class huh.. but we do joke around in class.. those moments are at the spur of the moments only.. which leads to the reason why i LOVE JC life much more than SJI.. haha ..cos i get to meet greater people like my class peeps.. angklung members and council buddies .. you guys are special.
none the less, i might have overcommited to non-academic activities in JC which led to my 2nd downfall in life.. where my scholarship was on the brinks. ah.. that was the past.. that was just another random thought going thru my mind ryt now..
well.. 4 more days to my conquest in getting my driving license..can't wait to get it over and done with.
those WAITING for their CRUCIAL results for med and dent. .. all the best.. PRAYERS and BEST wishes to my peeps that are concerned..
BEE .. welcome to the club.. so now.. we have sg with us in NTU aso. =] ..ah yes.. THOSE pondering about their UNIs.. NTU is the place lah.. hahahhahaha.. especially my class peeps. COME TO NTU ah.. NTU is the IN thingy .plus .. ntu is A SCHOOL OF GLOBAL EXCELLENCE sia..wah ..i hear that already.. my morale lifted 3 times higher.. haha but those who have gotten teaching awards .. go to NUS lor ..=D can still meet up ah.. unless you people FOUND ur special someone..then no time for me =P.. i can understand.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
9:39:00 PM
MISSION FAILED.
hi LIFE, today i let myself down again. WHAT THE .... everything so smooth till the veryx10 last hurdle. the 3 pt turn.. the easiest of all.. and i screwed it because of a simple jerk forward .. which makes my total movement to be 4 turns instead of the required three movements.
-glass shattering-
aRGHHHHHHHH... why? why!! aihz.. i wasn't even complacent .. neither did i laugh at people's mistakes.
i am very down.but aint that depressed compared to JC life when receiving results.. well, life has to move on.. i am so IMMUNED to failures.. so .. next week is my retake. nothing much can be done.. i only have to repeat my internal course cos i have already completed my external course. a very unfortunate karma for me.. i have not sinned people for a long long time..
mum says must seeeeeeek the blessings in disguise as god has his own ways of doings..
"so near yet so far"
no love today but still one love yaáll
deh, kamsahamida.
12:42:00 PM
enuff said.
do you remember the very 'touching' story of that poor joker where everybody had a good share of laughter which i blogged on april 9 ? i think it's on that day ba. anyways.. this is the sequel ..
todaY,joker just woke up and watched tv ..watched the 'YOUNG and DANGEROUS ' movie series which were seriously entertaining.. beating every other hk movie hands down.. the storylines were just amazing. long live HUNG HING clan. yup.. joker spent the whole day on the couch lah basically like any other average joe..
'' what to do? no girlfriend is like that lah'' .. the famous line from bachelors these days.quoted from ericheahtellsnothingbutthetruth.com
kk.. so at night ..joker went online..chatted with his friends and checked his friendster and his uni application. well , eversince that interview.. joker was checking his application status ..apparently, he was very curious abt the result.. because his peers who have gone their interviews in this particular university have immediately received their replies TWO days [average] after.. haha.. as for joker.. he has been checking online .. for days.. weeks..and finally a reply came in today..after 1 month 6 days..
''congratulations.. you have been offered a place.. bla bla bla..letter will be sent''
WOOHOO..ectasy for this young joker..the feeling of running on a WIDE green field, racing against the wind...shouting for joy were all the things he could thought of doing at that moment. who ever knew he stood a chance.. haha.. i was so touched with this story..i almost cried the tears of happiness.. alot of thoughts ran thru his mind such as..
'' arcade'' ..''arcade eh'' ..''eh really arcade lah'' .. ''sure bo?sure nia''
yah.. lots of thoughts lah... hehehe..
dear readers , do you know what the moral of this story?
nO dream is too big . no passion is suprising enough. LOOK AT THIS JOKER.
HIS PASSION was worth something.
to all you out there with unique hobbies /dreams/goals.. JUST DO IT!
haha.. aight, enuff craps ..one more day and my driving exams will be here.. a do or die. =] i'm so looking forward to it.. nothing much to blog about though.. oh yah.. anyways.. to my singaporean peeps.. i CAN RECEIVE SMSes if you SMS my SINGAPORE NUMBER. but i might not reply fast.. cos i dun check my phone regularly.. and i will reply thru my m'sian number k.=]
one love yá'all
deh, kamsahamida
11:16:00 PM
kiWaNa WISHES!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my mummy dearest and all the mothers in the world who have brought people of different kinds to make this world a rather unique ONE. aight , oNE LOVE, respect. though my mum might not see this, i just wanna wish her the best of health and this is only the day to ACKNOWLEDGE her but i LOVE HER EVERYDAY .. yah. i sayang my dad too.. just that today is MOTHER"S day hor.. haha.. i shall go hug him later too..EQUALITY nia.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY XIONG DI [XD], lai juncheng whose birthday falls on this very special day too.. aight.. miss ya buddy .. realised that you can't receive smses so.. i make this announcement online nia.. one day we go try MOJITO!! at the balcony aight?okays , gave a call to fadhli all the way in singapore .. just to find out that the background was too noisy .. haha.. well at least i conveyed my 'hi' to class.. hahaa .. sis, not that i dun wanna talk to you , very ex to call singapore ah.. plus , boy boy didnt recognise my voice that was why i called fadhli instead..if not i would talk to her and class oni .. hehehe.. 'bie xiao qi' ahaha.. u like my ending eh .. zai lah.. my version will not only make KIDS cry .. it will make s3 gross the MOST in movie industry.. haha beating lotr trilogy ,matrix trilogy ... king kong.. and etc etc...k that's all for today nia .. one love ya'álldeh,kamsahamida
4:05:00 PM
a TWiSt of FAtE
gomenasai .. these few days were just filled with suspense ,thrill , anxiety , fun and laughters..
now i'm in a GOOD mood to blog ba..
LAST WEDNESDAY , i went for my QTI a.k.a preliminary round for ma driving test ..it was smooth sailing ..looks like my dads guidance jz paid off sia =] there were so many ppl queing up for the test on that day .. young kids who are waiting to enter college [17 yrs old] ..aunties who failed the previous prelims.. ah bengs , ah lians and the only 20 yr old ME..who lagged 3 years behind his peeps nia.. wah kao.. _ _ .. my friends are just too pro =].. i vowed to be their DRIVER of the month .. haha.. i literally looking forward to drive out everynight and learn my driving skills on the road during midnights..i realise that if i drive at night and jz wind down my window .. it's just so mind relaxing as the cool breeze caresses my face.. ahhaa.. gotta immitate my initial d''s lead character''s slack pose while driving the car.. one arm by the window..one arm by the stering nia.. hahaha..good good. so MY LAST HURDLE will take place next coming thursday at 7 AM ..its a do or die mission for me.. then it's OFFICIAL !
next two days , my friends and i went to play badminton .. woo .. it was just exhilirating playing at high speed, making drop shots at critical angles and tricking each other, with these ppl.. haha.. 2 hours of non stop actions per session.. then at night, we hang out for a game of dota and tried out the latest COMMAND AND CONQUER : tiberium war.. super zai.!!
on friday night , bad luck struck me.. i misplaced my wallet FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME .. at the newly opened TESCO hypermarket which took over MAKRO.. woohoo..i only realised it when i was at my friends place around 2 am? .. funny thing is .. i was not even panicking as if i am the king of lost items.. haha.. i was just blur blur.. and tried recalling where on earth i could have misplaced it .. well, when i got home , my dad woke up and i told the story to my dad.. and as usual he gave me punch liners , like "' lost means lost lor.."'.. " nvmlah, go sleep ".. i think its in my family to play reverse psychology with each other.. to me , i expected some nagging but to hear these slumber cold lines are even scarier than one can expect.. =]the next day , i woke up darn early with a disturbed mind .. praying to god that my wallet can be recovered.. my parents drove me to MACDONALDS , the place where i misplaced it ..with my usual MAT tone , i asked the staffs whether they found any wallet here yesterday night, WITH JOY , the manager gave me back my wallet .. oh my i was like SUPER uber grateful for their kind deed or to the person who returned my wallet to them .. it's gonna be LOTS of GOOD karma to tht special person..god bless ya aight? ..nothing was taken from the wallet either.. two thumbs up.. haaha..goes to show that malaysians aren't that BAD at all.. RESPECT! MALAYSIA bOLEH nia
hehe.. talking about malaysia boleh .. malaysia QUALIFIED TO THE FINALS for the SULTAN AZLAN SHAH HOCKEY CHALLENGE CUP after a long wait of 22 years.. defeating the scary INDIA with a close margin of 2-1 .. WELL done. BEAT AUSTRALIA nia.. =] my spirits are with you guys man...
today my class will gather since a very long time.. haha. to you guys and girls , hope u all enjoy yourselves KAO KAO ah.. get to update urselves with the LATEST gossips..=].. and to those who are reading this, UPDATE ME Too aight? MISS YOU GUYS ALOT LAH.. really..
haha.. no reflections for today.. oh got one lah..
'' if your pants got pockets, just put ur wallet in one of them'' _ _"""
damn, i am so gonna BUY a DOG CHAIN and attached it to my wallet the next time..
to mango ,
hahaha.. it's really KARMA lah for their branches to reduce to 7 ...hahaha.. MORE To come nia.. hehe.. few more days and u''ll be free ah =]..
these past few weeks were very mind easing lah.. slowly,i getting back my groove as the old seremban boy .. haha.. no girls to chio , just pure fun with my old time buddies.. haha.. hey hey ,ain't 'gay-ing' hor.. but my mind is starting to rust.. haha.. i better start doing some sec 1 maths alr.. ahhaa.. sharpen my common sense ..
oh i finally watched spiderman 3..this movie is packed with MESSY actions and a pathetic romance btw PP and MJ.. here, in my seremban theathre , ppl don't laugh NOT only at funny scenes but at the break-ups .. =] i just tag along man..my envisioned ending was for spidey to DIE lah.then goblin shd have not died and take MJ into his arms..sandman cured his daughter after killing spiderman or not, venom shd have just infiltrated spidey's body system and destroy SPIDERMAN..then at the very end venom leaves earth to find his partner, carnage..pEACE is thus restored ..and when spidey is at his last breath .. he tells himself, wHY am i sO cuRsed? and rests in peace.. hahhaha.. i need to watch a movie where a super hero DIES ..and evil REIGNS.. since small , my bro and i always cheer when ultraman lost to his opponent...WE .. enjoy being the ironic crowd.. ahhaa. but SPIDERMAN 3 rox lah because of the price ..RM 6 ONLY . oMg. to my singaporean buddies.. it's like ..$2.67. wow.. come to think of it .. can buy chicken rice in singapore hor.. =] hahaa.. my bad my bad.. no bad intentions there..
all ryt .. those who are waiting for their results regardless of anything be it the interview results, university postings, admission into which faculty.. the best of results for you people..NO MATTER WHAT.. we must take it as our destiny le, if it doesn't turn out to be in our favour, DON't waste time whining away.. think of the next move.. cos even if we cry blood nothing is gonna change.. to those who have gotten their choice.. NEVER EVER REGRET it and NO TURNING back.
one love yá'all
deh, kamsahamida.
12:28:00 PM
pRELiMs ah!
never thought i would experience another prelim this time around.. hahaha.. it's the internal course tomorrow.. _ _"" nervous nia.. haha.. C&C ..command and conquer.. command my limbs.. conquer my FEAR..well let's pray 4 hours with my dad today pays off.. it's so fun just to drive on empty roads nearby new housing estates...haha..today ..i drove up to our common training ground.. and with a suprise.. the police was in the shades and their car was parked under a tree..and i had to drive past them .. thank god it was just smooth ..acted normal only.. and my dad even winded his window down and said' ''good afternoon , encik'' ..and i waved along.. they just looked blur.. either they were nervous that we caught them slacking or they were more focussed in disclosing smuggling activities..lol..
-phew- that was absolutely close.
we went to a hidden area and we swapped place and headed home fast.. haha.. =] .. so nice to have a fond memory of driving with my daddy..
have started reading some articles with regards to accountancy ..better read up abit ba.. since i have no background knowledge on it.. must be a MUGGER..k that's a singaporean term ya.. which simply means.. HARDCORE MEMORISATION AND 'REGURGITATION' of facts. rote learning lah.. hehe..
ah.. have planned a trip to aussie to see my oldest buddies ,LEON and ADRIAN. man, had they left me at the average age of 14 .. missed them so much. and now , the final hurdle: MUMMY's blessing. mummy ain't convinced of me enjoying myself there ALONE...and she lamented that the trip to PERTH only is SO NOT WORTH while.. oh dear
reflection time
have you ever experience going against ur parents' words.. k .i don't mean talking back to them.. more like not heeding their advice.. and when u do so.. it resulted into you regretting your acts and the words like ,'' see i told you so..why never listen!?'' just served as the final uppercut that knocked you down flat. haha, to me , MY parents' blessings are A MUST in anything i do.. i guess i was mentally trained that way.. even though i am confident with my actions and they disapprove.. my confidence glass would shatter and i cannot focus well.. ah.. how how!!?? i need to PLAN my trip nicely and present to her my full-fledged proposal nia. haha.'' gotta seal the deal with my mother''.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
10:14:00 PM
working out!
okays peeps.. kiwana boy enrolled himself to 1 mth of gym... located in town.. muahaha.. RM70 per mth.. unlimited entries.. well..it's that time where i get serious.. i wun really restrict myself in terms of diet.. i'm more interested in building my strength so i can be on par with my future uni guy mates.. haha.. if i have a nice bod.. thats secondary.. my main aim.. is to be strong ... =] but obviously, i ain't gonna stuff myself with KFC, pizza hut or oily mee gorengs everyday lah.. i just follow my mum's cooking.. my mum has been under a lot of stress these past few days.. stressed out because of me as she tries to figure out what are the next dishes to prepare.. haha.
she would always ask me, '' son, whaddya wanna eat later..." and i would just reply.. ''anything lah ,mi." instantaneously , she would just slap her forehead and whine in despair.. ambiguity kills. well, my good intention of not troubling her to prepare special food eventually turned its back against my mother.. SORRY MI!
all right just came back from 2 gruelling hours of badminton.. ah..the skills aren't there. i gotta pick it up.. smashing the shuttlecock and playing it by the net are the most fun part in badminton.. making dead/drop shots are cool too.. gotta perfect them all..hehe..
reflection time:
don't say others when you don't know yourself yet.
okay my version of this reflection came from my handphone.i was browsing through my handphone's functions and i was hooked up by this voice recorder. so i tried recording my own voice.. hoho. to my dismay, i couldn't believe that the recording was my voice. ain't sure bout' you guys but.. this is actually my 1st time coming to realise that how others hear me and how i listen to my own voice differ.. hehe.. it's a suprise lah.. do you feel the same as me.. i was like
'' eh , why my voice like that one?'' ...hahaha.. but it didn't matter... i took a few more examples .. and they were all the same.. sample means and variance are the same.. so probability that voice has been altered = 0 ... prob that it's my natural voice = 1.. sighx. then i was a bit more adventurous..i opened my 'i-tunes' library and listened thru ma earphones and started to sing along and recorded my voice SIMULTANEOUSLY.. it was very entertaining.. i named tht whole session ''VOICE IDOL'' where i judged my own voice.. when i pressed play on my voice recorder.. i instantly laughed at myself singing out of tune time to time.. then i realised .. i did not sang out of tune in the first place.. hoho.. irony started settling in.. then i repeated a few more times.. hehe.. they turned to be awful without fail.. hehe.. and NOW i understand the whole concept of people crying when they get criticised..
to me, the reason would be this.. when you sing , you assumed some parts to be all right but somehow , it would not appear to be gd.and when people criticise..denial and crashing of one self's esteem sink in..ah..there's where HURT comes along and finally the tears because it's on national television. okay this sounds like ''duh?!'' but i tried it and i know how it feels like to listen to ur own recorded voice.. haha..perhaps you guys shd participate in voice idol.. IDOLISE YOUR VOICE . haha, this is just my view lah k! but the whole process is fun.. which is why singing is a talent..not everyone is born to sing.. BUT HEY HEY? that doesn't mean i have stopped singing in the showers..gotta let my soul flow and groove to my tune. haha..it must have been ear-aching for my sis and my sis-in-law to be listening to my songs from the shower room.. SORRY ya? my bad..
all ryt.. this is one perfect example of my reflection. kiwana boy is now a lil more matured in judging people in terms of singing and understands why some ppl just laugh or close their ears when they hear me sing. =] ..it's for the fun for it lah huh.. no hard feelings.
my grammar is RUINED. noooooooo....anyways,
tomorrow.. i shall learn driving with my dad... gotta be a JELLY FISH . till then , take care.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
12:32:00 AM
relax lah boy. steady ...steady.. okay press the brake.
7.20 am .. i woke up and was brought to the driving examination centre.. where i get to practice all the exam courses for like 2 hours.. its SO NICE.. get to play with the speed.. reverse parking .. making 3 point parking .moving up a slope.. over and over again.. without my instructor being around. obviously, he went to settle some admin stuffs for his other students and took a break with his other colleagues.. but that's fine with me.. aight.. hahaha.. i'm starting to get the hang of driving. today i'm proud of myself.. why ? because my engine did not die in the middle of the road.. or in proper english.. spontaneously stopped working which is kinda embarassing sometimes.. cos the drivers behind you will just HON u ...till u get the car started again.. *lol* but my instructor told me that i'm pretty STIFF sia.everytime , he realised that i was pretty tensed holding the stering. aihz.. gotta be like a jelly FISH ..jellyfish!.. my motto now:
' RELAX MY MIND AND LET MY CONCEPTS BE FREE.. as I'M ROLLING TO THE SOUND of my ENGINE.'
last night i was checking out my friendster.. i have come to realise that friendster has become a medium for people to look out at their friends' friends rather than keeping in touch with their PRIMARY friends.. haha.. this is really what i call NETWORKING .. blahs.. put simply.. they are just on the look out for good looking people.. there are also people who just add new photos.. of themselves. with self potrait images.. act cute here and there.. act glamorous. act PRETTY. but hey , some aRE photogenic i gotta tell you.. and I MYSELF decide to find people that i knew since i was 13.. haha, back at those time, i only met girls when i attended tuition.. yalah, at such a RAW age... my peeps and i are sure shy into talking to girls.. haha. but that ain't the point.. well, in tuition classes, we boys had never fail to pull stunts to add spice to the class, tease our friends with other girls.. and all, and we pretty know everyone in the class well by the end of 1 month.. i used to know this girl.. hey hey .. this aint no puppy love confession k.. haha.. she would always appear to be self conscious with her clique..and has a bit of an attitude problem.. yah..we attended tuition for 3 years. and since i left for singapore at the age of 16 ..we lost contact.. okays here is where friendster came in.. i checked her up thru my friends' friend and BOY , am i suprised to see her now.. haha. she kinda attractive.. but when i browsed at her photo gallery.. whoaa yeah.. she is super HOT.. with the make -up and the coloured lenses ENHANCING her to the JAP-look sia.. KAWAII..but instantly i slapped my forehead ... i couldnt take it actually and i just couldnt stop laughing.my best friend and i used to hate her so much and now , i kinda turning my back against my principles. hahaha..ANYWAYS, i realised it's purely a DECEPTION.. haha.. so that's where i cross-referrenced to my mum's words again..
'son, girls can be pretty on the outside but not on the inside"
TRUE ENOUGH , my senses knocked into my head again.. haha.. but it's very funny lah.. i ain't falling for her ba.. indubitably, some people are just born with the looks but once u really get to know the person , u'd rather not be attracted..muahaha.
going to friend's house soon and probably might go for a work out later on. i'm still looking forward to SPIDEY 3 .. haha.. tickets were fully booked for the past 2 days.. and i ain't going to take 1st row .. straining my neck and adjusting my eyes to the OVERWHELMING screen.. geez.. i wonder how people can really enjoy the 1st row.. it's not worth it at all.. blahs blahs..
aight, time for breakfast.
to those people who are still waiting for interviews and have gone for them, i pray nothing but the best of results for you peeps aight.. and let bygone be bygone k, so we can get the hell on ..
one love ya'all
deh,kamsahamida.
10:44:00 AM
family MATTERS.
ladies and gentlemen , kiwana boy did not take any siestas today.. that's treacherous.. and horrifying.. i suddenly feel incomplete.. but from the past experiences[ in my 4 years in singapore] , sleep is a MUST for me , no .. everyone living in singapore.. and when i get to slack right now at this very moment, i just think of sleep , sleep and sleep. and of cos , eating and surfing the internet too. regularly, i have my driving lessons too, well i am 80% there before my prelims for driving tests, just left with driving up a hill.. haha, that's gonna be a scary one indeed. i need to practice balance and coordination between my clutch and accelerator.. my action potential and synapses must be EFFICIENT.. my ion gate channels must be on par .. my.. what the hell.. i'm gonna be an accountant..shan't revisit the shadow of my past.. haha.. yes back to my point.. my life can only be summarised this way: eat , sleep, drive, tv, internet. tada.. a wholesome life.. a perfect slacker's life...
reflection time:
now, that actually brought me instant happiness.. i mean no qualms abt life..just spending my time away, catching up with tv shows, .. then again, there's this conscience intervention, i gotta reduce my EQ lah.. when i stare acrossed the ceiling of my room at night.. i start to contemplate.. pondering on my dad's advices , mummy's constant naggings to exercise..aihz..am i going to be a good human.. when i slack.. i do realise that i'm just burning my life away ... and instead of reading up on some articles related to accountancy, i watch MTV.. it's so inevitable that i'll regret this doing later on in life.. but then again, i worked hard last year.. let me slack ba.. that's the opposition's view..haiz..
in the same vein, whoa,sounds gp nia... eversince returning home, i've longed for company.. i mean friends and gatherings outside of my house . everytime , i would sms my friends for the next activity and all , dying for some excitement and my outings never fail in making me happy cos my cranky jovial boistreous peeps .. well, we grew since primary school..no doubt that we''ll be close..however, this thought crashed in TODAY!
'boy, have you been a good son?'
that was a question that put a full stop to my train of thoughts at tht point of time. i am a good son. naughty ,yes but not to the extent of talking back or smoking cigarettes and all.. respect is definitely there, but once again, the quality time spent with my parents are rather limited. i was pretty disturbed by this issue, cos ' back there in singapore , i would always call my parents to rant , to joke , to laugh abt anything with them.. knowing tht being at home is the best thing that can happen to me at tht time. and now, when i am home, i just...slack. oh man, what's into me... i would like to blame on my laziness too. my dad always asked me to walk with him in the evenings.. while my mum persisted me on going to our new house nearby ..to take a look at it..but i decline them slumberly..WHY ?? aihz.. do you understand how i feel now, perhaps the picture of this emotion is kinda vague..talked to my sis online, she was asking me whether i'm facing some teenage life crisis..where friends seem to be more important at this stage.. i couldn't answer myself.. i definitely love my parents.. but i ain't showing it the way it's suppose to be..sometimes when we have to compromise our 'wants' in order to make people happy.. no matter how bad /reluctant we are.. i like my mum's saying especially after she watched her favourite taiwanese HOKKIEN drama:
'' son, girlfriends many,wife divorce or pass away.. can marry another one but parents and siblings ,only ONE. remember that."
oh parents.. i must change , i have begun to do the dishes for the family , massaged my dad voluntarily ... he loves it .. i've been massaging eversince ummm.. 8? hahaha..ah i finally let this chunk flow out of my mind.ah, my grammar sux eh.. my past and present tenses are pretty much screwed.. but i am sure you guys can comprehend lah huh... well today's reflection is abt a boy who lived apart from his parents for 4 years.. it might not apply to you guys out there. .. but one thing's for sure.. my mum's saying still holds. dun let this mindset of ' you would only treasure them when they're gone ' rule our mind.
family
MATTERS.one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
11:58:00 PM
