MISSION FAILED.
hi LIFE, today i let myself down again. WHAT THE .... everything so smooth till the veryx10 last hurdle. the 3 pt turn.. the easiest of all.. and i screwed it because of a simple jerk forward .. which makes my total movement to be 4 turns instead of the required three movements.
-glass shattering-
aRGHHHHHHHH... why? why!! aihz.. i wasn't even complacent .. neither did i laugh at people's mistakes.
i am very down.but aint that depressed compared to JC life when receiving results.. well, life has to move on.. i am so IMMUNED to failures.. so .. next week is my retake. nothing much can be done.. i only have to repeat my internal course cos i have already completed my external course. a very unfortunate karma for me.. i have not sinned people for a long long time..
mum says must seeeeeeek the blessings in disguise as god has his own ways of doings..
"so near yet so far"
no love today but still one love yaáll
deh, kamsahamida.
12:42:00 PM
