time MUST fly.
hey life , nothing much to blog about . just don't wanna see my previous 'heart-breaking' entry to be the latest entry . haha. well, after that day , my life was like declining .. haha.. badminton was so bad.. in a sense .. my senses were just blurred. mind not focussed too. then later at night at a cybercafe.. i was condemned as a newbie in a game of DOTA.. all because i was accused 'stealing kills' from my teammates.. in a sense i gained all the credit with minimum effort.. such envy.. its just a virtual reality game.. sadx..
today i went down to kl to see my aunt and my nephew and niece.. they are so adorable.. but they didn't play with me much either.. i mean of cos.. children don't mix with 'strangers' ..perhaps i could only click with them when they are able to speak properly in the near future.. speaking about that.. i might only see them oni in 3 years time.. wah.. so LONG..
being a 20 yr old .. i feel .. INCOMPLETE.. i've been looking thru photos that i have taken when i was in singapore since 2003.. brought back so many vivid memories of the good old times.. though it was FUN.. i feel like that i've been robbed of my youth .. thanks to the singapore education. when i checked with my m'sian buddies.. they get to drive,drink , go down to KL more often .. karaoke-ing.etc etc.things that i could not enjoy in secondary school.. haha.. cos at that time.. my class kinda segregates the scholars.. so we scholars are closer to our own kind helplessly.. so .. there was no such thing as a CLASS outing at all.. not even one ...in 2 years in SJI.. haha..a gr8 class huh.. but we do joke around in class.. those moments are at the spur of the moments only.. which leads to the reason why i LOVE JC life much more than SJI.. haha ..cos i get to meet greater people like my class peeps.. angklung members and council buddies .. you guys are special.
none the less, i might have overcommited to non-academic activities in JC which led to my 2nd downfall in life.. where my scholarship was on the brinks. ah.. that was the past.. that was just another random thought going thru my mind ryt now..
well.. 4 more days to my conquest in getting my driving license..can't wait to get it over and done with.
those WAITING for their CRUCIAL results for med and dent. .. all the best.. PRAYERS and BEST wishes to my peeps that are concerned..
BEE .. welcome to the club.. so now.. we have sg with us in NTU aso. =] ..ah yes.. THOSE pondering about their UNIs.. NTU is the place lah.. hahahhahaha.. especially my class peeps. COME TO NTU ah.. NTU is the IN thingy .plus .. ntu is A SCHOOL OF GLOBAL EXCELLENCE sia..wah ..i hear that already.. my morale lifted 3 times higher.. haha but those who have gotten teaching awards .. go to NUS lor ..=D can still meet up ah.. unless you people FOUND ur special someone..then no time for me =P.. i can understand.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
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