working out!
okays peeps.. kiwana boy enrolled himself to 1 mth of gym... located in town.. muahaha.. RM70 per mth.. unlimited entries.. well..it's that time where i get serious.. i wun really restrict myself in terms of diet.. i'm more interested in building my strength so i can be on par with my future uni guy mates.. haha.. if i have a nice bod.. thats secondary.. my main aim.. is to be strong ... =] but obviously, i ain't gonna stuff myself with KFC, pizza hut or oily mee gorengs everyday lah.. i just follow my mum's cooking.. my mum has been under a lot of stress these past few days.. stressed out because of me as she tries to figure out what are the next dishes to prepare.. haha.
she would always ask me, '' son, whaddya wanna eat later..." and i would just reply.. ''anything lah ,mi." instantaneously , she would just slap her forehead and whine in despair.. ambiguity kills. well, my good intention of not troubling her to prepare special food eventually turned its back against my mother.. SORRY MI!
all right just came back from 2 gruelling hours of badminton.. ah..the skills aren't there. i gotta pick it up.. smashing the shuttlecock and playing it by the net are the most fun part in badminton.. making dead/drop shots are cool too.. gotta perfect them all..hehe..
reflection time:
don't say others when you don't know yourself yet.
okay my version of this reflection came from my handphone.i was browsing through my handphone's functions and i was hooked up by this voice recorder. so i tried recording my own voice.. hoho. to my dismay, i couldn't believe that the recording was my voice. ain't sure bout' you guys but.. this is actually my 1st time coming to realise that how others hear me and how i listen to my own voice differ.. hehe.. it's a suprise lah.. do you feel the same as me.. i was like
'' eh , why my voice like that one?'' ...hahaha.. but it didn't matter... i took a few more examples .. and they were all the same.. sample means and variance are the same.. so probability that voice has been altered = 0 ... prob that it's my natural voice = 1.. sighx. then i was a bit more adventurous..i opened my 'i-tunes' library and listened thru ma earphones and started to sing along and recorded my voice SIMULTANEOUSLY.. it was very entertaining.. i named tht whole session ''VOICE IDOL'' where i judged my own voice.. when i pressed play on my voice recorder.. i instantly laughed at myself singing out of tune time to time.. then i realised .. i did not sang out of tune in the first place.. hoho.. irony started settling in.. then i repeated a few more times.. hehe.. they turned to be awful without fail.. hehe.. and NOW i understand the whole concept of people crying when they get criticised..
to me, the reason would be this.. when you sing , you assumed some parts to be all right but somehow , it would not appear to be gd.and when people criticise..denial and crashing of one self's esteem sink in..ah..there's where HURT comes along and finally the tears because it's on national television. okay this sounds like ''duh?!'' but i tried it and i know how it feels like to listen to ur own recorded voice.. haha..perhaps you guys shd participate in voice idol.. IDOLISE YOUR VOICE . haha, this is just my view lah k! but the whole process is fun.. which is why singing is a talent..not everyone is born to sing.. BUT HEY HEY? that doesn't mean i have stopped singing in the showers..gotta let my soul flow and groove to my tune. haha..it must have been ear-aching for my sis and my sis-in-law to be listening to my songs from the shower room.. SORRY ya? my bad..
all ryt.. this is one perfect example of my reflection. kiwana boy is now a lil more matured in judging people in terms of singing and understands why some ppl just laugh or close their ears when they hear me sing. =] ..it's for the fun for it lah huh.. no hard feelings.
my grammar is RUINED. noooooooo....anyways,
tomorrow.. i shall learn driving with my dad... gotta be a JELLY FISH . till then , take care.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
12:32:00 AM
