just loving every moment.
hey life, it's been a week since i blogged.. haha, things have been pretty routined.. hehe but i've accomplished some tasks over the week.. i've made a new pair of specs for myself, serviced two of my badminton racquets...watched NARUTO shippuuden and bleach to their latest episodes.. catched oceans 13 and fantastic 4...just way too nice lah ... haha ...i'm super elated on the fact that i'm really enjoying life rather than at the very last minutes before school starts.
HOWever , i'm pretty uptight about my CCA life in NTU [in the future] .. this time around , i am really going for something that i LIKE rather than discovering new genres like what i did for the past 4 years.. i'm very interested in badminton.. but to my dismay, i checked their website and it was displayed in a way , they only cater to ex-school players which goes to show they only want people for competitive category...NOOOOOODAMNITOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..for those like-minded[recreational] , you are advised to book a court ....wtf. that's bad.. haha craps lah..when i heard that , i just feel like slapping a very stucked-up kid until his mother doesn't recognise him yet thank me for my 'good' deed. i hope it's misinterpreted. i wanna join badminton!
will be heading back to singapore on tuesday. kinda excited..cos i will be living in a new environment all over again... rate conversion will settle in again.. calculative-ness will begin ...so many people i wanna meet...my class.. my juniors =] longing for sakae sushi !
driving these days have been perfect..hehe..somehow i love driving at night ...and times when it rains.. i feel so challenged..haha.. cos i would be looking out for motorcylists ..looking ahead..controlling my speed, changing gears ,looking at the side and rear mirrors ..all at the same time..nice.. too bad no car in singapore lah .. wasted..hehe!
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
6:53:00 PM
HAPPY FATHER"S DAY
first and foremost,
HAPPY FATHER's DAY! to my dad , the one and only in this world. you are so irreplacable. i wouldnt be who i am without you in terms of discipline and character. your sarcasms and your deep thoughts.. i 've inherited most of them and i learnt alot from you. ''you're my man . guardian . father. '' i love you.well, today has been filled with resting and in the evening , i went out for a slow drive in town.. it was so freaking packed i roamed town for 45 minutes for a car park. crap, but i enjoyed the whole process never the less. bought me daddy a CHOCOLATE SUPRISE cake.. ummm.. a ''super rich in choc '' cake. took some video and photos of him and wished him on behalf my elder siblings. =]
i have gotten over my gloominess yesterday and living life per normal. been chatting with my old room mate shaun ...and boy , do we connect well, hahaha, he'll be going to NUS ..and many more of our friends are going there too.. boohoo... fine. why?! never mind , i am sure i can crash his place in no time .
wanna lose weight ah! but this uphill task seems so impossible with so many CHEAP yet delicious temptations everywhere. '' SOMEBODY SAVE MEEEEEE!!''
one love ya'all
deh,kamsahamida.
8:26:00 PM
i'm so gonna get you.
i am feeling a mixture of disappointment and anger . somehow i cannot suppress the state of denial in me.i faced only 70% of reality. the other 30% still longs for you. maybe i'm too used to having you by my side.we've been together for a long time and attachment is kinda strong. you have put me under so much pressure and took me a rollercoaster life all this while. everybody i know has gotten theirs and i sincerely wish them happiness. perhaps i should have been awared of the situation long long time ago. damn it. why did i let you slip away from me ? envy is so not healthy but i really just wanna feel it for a moment.
it's so close yet so far. how am i suppose to deal with the future without you?thank god , my family is by my side. given my best but my best ain't good enough for you. why didn't you grant my wish ? i realised all my wrong doings and i shall not..no.MUST NOT repeat them anymore in the future. i'm so burning up for you the next time around. in a year's time , i will try to make you mine. just watch out. i'll change my lifestyle. be stronger. be determined. and prove you wrong for your actions against me. there's a part in me which strongly believes that i don't deserve you . totally. i am accepting it. anyways,i should be grateful to be healthy and alive right now at this very moment. forgive me and i shall turn over a new leaf.
uni life is about to start. let's make the next 3 years, the most important phase in my life , a fruitful and memorable one. sometimes, life would be more meaningful without you. i realised that there are more things to life than only you. aid will be on the way. god, be with me.
one love ya'all.
deh, kamsahamida.
11:46:00 AM
another greeting!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEOH HUI LIN!!!one year OLDER , another year prettier ah.. haha.. see the words ..OLDER? i meant the litera...eh nolah.. it's the obvious..what i was trying to say is that you are getting more matured. haha, okays, as usual.. hope you had a great time with your 3 BFs [best friends, buddhist fellowship, BOYFRIEND]..tsk tsk ..so promiscous.. really hope the meditation cleansed your thoughts .one love ya'all deh ,kamsahamida.
10:29:00 PM
just a wish .
HaPpY bIrThDAy TUNG HSIU TZU!!may it be a day filled with JOy yah. smsed you too... dunno whether you'll receive it .. haha..already a big gal...stop bullying BOYs!!! many more wishes to come yah?one love ya'all deh,kamsahamida
4:46:00 PM
hear me out!
depletion of natural resources especially crude oil /petroleum and rise of non-biodegrable items such as polysterene cups and take-away packs. those are a few of the major concerns in the current world today . some claim that petroleum will deplete within 50 years time..some say 2024, looking at the rapid pace of the industrial activities which require it . do check out oildepletion.blogspot.com during your free time..i will definitely finish reading it soon. well, we can't do much right now.. but hey , at least be AWARE first.
and i was just watching tv and got bored with the advertisement , i decided to switch to a sport channel for a while. i was then watching FORMULA ONE and the forecast of the montreal Grand Prix. okay, here , i see a small commercial of team SAUBER PETRONAS, put simply .it was presenting graphical images of their ideal car running around the track with the objective to promote their team and the sponsors involved. Okay, FYI, PETRONAS , is malaysia's leading oil refining company which has major exports to neighbouring regions and one of the driving force that maintains the economy backbone of MALAYSIA. all right , after that commercial, this question came to my mind..
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' all ryt , here i see PETRONAS sponsoring an F1 team and on the other hand ..and oil depletion which can bring about detrimental effects to the world. k what's the connection here?''
personally, i just don't understand why F1 is such a MAJOR hit.to me, it's just skillful drivers handling their cars at high speed and going abt 54 laps and at the end.what's interesting..drivers will lose 3-4 kg of water after each race..so cool ..there are only 3 winners in each round and the rest just collect consolation points for their team. i've attended an enrichment course in my college with regards to the beauty of engineering in F1. from there, i totally understand that F1 is an arena for engineers , car component makers ..etc etc to pit their expertise on the line to create the FASTEST car on track ..and who ever successfully do so shall receive honours and increase their companies' reputation ..other than that...sponsors are just there MAINLY for their publicity cos of the millions and millions of FANS watching world wide. sure, who wouldn't seize the opportunity to do so ? BUT ..never the less.. what's the main GOAL at the very end of the day? so what if we create the best F1 car with refined aerodynamics and precisely tuned-up engine? CAN MOST OF US AFFORD IT in the 1st place?
okay , i try to fit into the shoes of FUEL COMPANIES. well, they will be conducting R&D to create fuel that gives maximum performance.. yes credit shd be given for their tireless effort .. however , wouldn't it be better to reserve for your own countries' use.. i've absolutely no intention in condemning their move in contributing into F1.. but it's just a piece of my mind. well, there is always oil rigging all around the world in search of NEW oil sources but eventually , it will deplete. it will!! and even with other alternatives which have the potential to replace petroleum ..there is no reason for us to waste our precious away.. we need to achieve SUSTAINABLE development.
was just reading an article in channelnewsasia.com and they were mentioning about the cost of packaging materials on the verge of rising and that's definitely not a good sign for we ASIANs who like to 'tah pau' / take away. Businessmen would have no other resort but to raise their prices in order to counter the rise of cost and with this , it leads to consumers being the 'victims' . oh no , haha.. but government bodies are going to meet up to discuss the standard packaging all over the region which includes the quota for exports and imports.. i have this silly idea.. why don't we just bring our own tupperwares to hawker centres and take away?? perhaps, it sounds SUPER UBER CONVENIENT ..but hey... how heavy can a tupperware be... even if you're placing orders for your colleagues/friends.. i am sure there are plastic bags to carry them right..to me, why don't we introduce a standard tupperware..u know those that look like 'lock and lock' and all consumers will just use this to take away? haha but then again , manafacturing companies would be cursing me for that crappy idea.. and i shall cost thousands of factory workers out of job ryt...come to think of it .. it may not seem feasible cos there'll be ppl who are just too lazy to carry their own lunch boxes or reuse their plastic cases and just DEMAND for a new one. sighx.. well , that's life ...we are supposed to be concerned because of these non biodegrable packagings, we are producing greenhouse gases that are gonna make our climate freaking hot when we are old.. haha ..and what's worse.. our children will be blaming us for OUR environmental apathy and ignorance.. NOO!!!
in 2005 , i was involved in this A level ASSESSED project work with yee yong , bee luan and fadzillah.. we were working on promoting the integration of PEOPLE WITH disabilites [PWD] into the work force by organising bi annual work fair for 'these-abled' people. and recently i caught up with news on singapore companies trying their best to do so .. HOLIDAY INN PARK was one of the eleven companies who share the noble yet common purpose. i am kinda proud that we worked on this issue together.. god bless the PWDs aight.
bee, do you think we should hand in our proposal to UR government just for fun? hahaha u never know..
anyways , this is my voice. hear me out and spread the love man.
8:54:00 PM
satisfaction.
Firstly I would like to heartily congratulate my humble and jovial PRIME MINISTER dato seri datuk Abdullah badawi for finding his new partner in life, Jeanne Abdullah! it was like a meteorite crash lah when it appeared in the news .. well , FYI, PM has lost a very caring wife, datin endon to cancer 2 years back. She was very passionate about promoting Malaysia’s cultural and the ARTs. Three of them have known each other for a very very long time, and I am confident that he must have gotten his wife’s blessings.
a snippet about PM and his bride-to-be.
Jeanne Abdullah, 53, is also the former sister-in-law of his late wife Endon Mahmood, who died of breast cancer in October 2005, the prime minister told reporters.
Endon's death triggered an outpouring of support and sympathy for Abdullah, whose love for his wife inspired many Malaysians. Their 40-year marriage was widely considered a model relationship.
"My love for Endon remains as strong as ever but I have fallen in love with this one," Abdullah said.
"I believe that God has created in your heart many spaces for many people that you can love as much as you want."
http://asia.news.yahoo.com/070606/afp/070606151959asiapacificnews.htmlah, such speech PM. RESPECT.He will be getting married this Thursday. I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS and I strongly believe with a woman standing behind him, PM Abdullah will bring Malaysia to greater heights!
Hello life, these past 2 days have been wonderful especially Wednesday , where I took a trip down to KL to take a look at my comp accessories. It was like 6 months since the last time I came to KL and we started off our journey by getting lost in KL. *lol* we actually walked and walked around and asked around for direction to find a direct bus to our destination. After 25 minutes, we just reached this conclusion. ‘Isn’t this we boarded our bus earlier on?’ Haha, we immediately pointed fingers at each other and laughed along eventually. We took the train instead and it was much more convenient even though it was rather a lil’ expensive.
We finally reached Low Yat Plaza , the techies and gadgets haven for everybody.. it claims to be the best place to get the best deal for any electronics in Malaysia. Well, for my Singaporean friends.. it’s a.k.a SIM LIM SQUARE. Haha I am sure that rings a bell to you guys. Okay , we were checking out laptops and speakers.. haha, I was so doubtful about speakers ‘cos I am definitely a dummy when it comes to buying such stuff.. For speakers, we are ought to look out for the power of the bass..So that when we blast our music, the feeling will be very ecstatic ! so NTU , ready to be rocked by DJ KIWANA bOY. haha, my friends recommended this powerful ALTEC LANSING speaker worth RM165. wah , initially I was really hesitant cos it’s kinda expensive but heck, it was worth the investment. I never regretted every single second upon the purchase. Bought myself a usb hub and a Samsung keyboard for my laptop too. My next target to come : a COOLER pad for my laptop. I was so amazed about the things you can equip laptop with.. the cooler is basically placed underneath your laptop and has 2/3 mini fans blowing the heat off the computer.. it’s like whoa.. even laptops can be given so much care! Cool sia.
Then at night , as planned we went watching shrek 3. it wasn’t that as promising as the 1st two . but hey, doing a trilogy is definitely not easy ..shrek 3 was just plain lame lah .. haha.. Only kids can be entertained so much by the cuteness of shrek and his co-characters. The only thing that entertained me was puss repeating his trademark at early part of the movie and also as DONKEY. *LOL* donkey is just funny. But none the less I was pretty turned off with shrek’s dream about his baby… vomiting like a water hose [which totally imitated scary movie] and the million copies of his baby haunting him.. so …annoying. It was like they are just making that part for the sake of doing it. But yalah, what more I can bargain for …it’s only RM6. =P
Friends are catching Pirates of the Caribbean 3 tonight and I won’t be joining them. For the very obvious reason, I did not catch pirates 1 and 2. All I could remember was that I slept 10 minutes after pirates 1. Probably, I couldn’t be convinced to watch it again. =]
Finally, I have gotten myself some things and I am in the mood to get more. haha, is this how gals feel when they do shopping? I wonder. Perhaps, it’s called the shopping adrenaline. One thing is for sure; if there is something that has caught your eyes, just buy it regardless of the price. That’s one lesson I learnt from my December trip to KL. I was so attracted to this ADICOLOR t shirt which was worth RM35 because it was the ‘clearing of stock season’.. When I got home I went to an adidas shop and I found out that ADICOLOR was also no more available. Oh no. I totally regretted my ignorance. Now, when I am about to buy expensive stuffs, I would just console myself with this line, ‘’ it’s an investment. A fruitful one.’’ And it works! Haha. I’m trying to break the calculative barrier in me and making myself more flexible when it comes to shopping. One thing that I can’t resist spending on is food. Food is a NECESSITY. I do not mind a single bit cos’ I am trying out new cuisines and It definitely pampers my taste bud. As the saying goes, ‘’ I LIVE TO EAT’’.ah talking about food, I am so craving for a SUSHI BUFFET. Waiting to enjoy it in Singapore !! oh yah,SONY MID YEAR PROMO is here too.. eyeing on a new mp3. =]
Replies to tags:
Bee: haha , I love you too lah mei mei.. hehe.. no worries
DENISE: don’t say that too early.hope you’re feeling better ba! =]
One love ya’all
Deh,kamsahamida.
10:14:00 AM
can't wait for tomorrow!
these past few days have been just great lah . can't describe to you in details.. all i can tell is that i have been driving myself to places in town. shifting gears is really fun! nowadays i dare to cut into lanes with precision and without hesistation. MY NEXT challenge? to do side parkings or in a more understable term: parallel parking.
tomorrow i will be heading down to KUALA LUMPUR to check out some computer gadgets to further equip my laptop and gear myself for uni life especially for my hostel. of cos, i will be going there with my childhood buddies, [chua, pc ,willy] going to make some price comparisons and sealing the best deals .. i'm definitely looking forward to purchasing good speakers , keyboard and USB HUB. =D .now that is a GOOD investment with my hard earned money. or so i said. dad did not seem that happy cos he said i'll be EVEN MOOOOORE distracted in my hostel. jokingly but sharply he said,'' if you are going to be like that, u can even kiss your MERIT goodbye.'' PLUS at night , we'll be catching SHREK 3 at RM 6!.. SAWEEEEET!!!
-felt the heat for sure- but i knew my dad meant well. =D
told my sis and my macha aravin about my keen interest of getting myself a crumpler. well, after much thoughts , i think it is seriously worth it . good ah! i shall get back to singapore and calculate my actual profits and carefully allocate them to good use!
okay let me ease my mind and type what ever is coming through my mind ..i know it's pointless to blog if you ain't in the mood.. but ..heck ! *breathe in and out*
ah! well, i was working out with my gym mates a.k.a secondary school friends [peh , willy and kew ] .. and we listened to MIKA. do you guys know who is MIKA? hehe, well we termed him as the new GEORGE MICHAEL in terms of style , voice and sexuality[hehe, ain't sure about this] . well, MIKA is famous for his songs such as grace kelly, love today , and ''RELAX, take it easy.'' .. his girly voice is just .gay .. haha..despite that fact.. his tunes are definitely .freestylish and very contagious .. for you guys who are curious ..just check out on you tube k.. i have a very weird behaviour for music. WHAT ever songs that i find irritating and gay will eventually be my FAVOURITE songs. you feel me? haha.. i will just keep on repeating the annoying lines /chorus and POOF .. the songs are my no .1 hits ..at least it lasts for a week or so. hahaha..for songs that just strikes me deep.. like '' promiscous girl, UMBRELLA ,'' and korean songs.. i WOULD JUST REPEAT THEM oVER and OVER again for the very day in my itunes library up to about 100++ count plays EACH respectively. i find that very very entertaining.call me crazy but REPETITIOn of songs is definitely my style of appreciating music. if you don't find me repeating songs. u can just infer..*lol* deep down i am sure i'm not the only one in this world who does that right..
my current hit: UMBRELLA [rihanna feat. jay -z]
my favourite part: the chorus
take a look at this meaningful lyrics with the retarded tune at the very end.
Because when the sun shines,
we shine together
Told you I'd be here forever, said I'll always be your friend
Tough enough, Iet me stick it out to the end
Now that it's raining more than never
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella (x2)
ella ella eh eh eh under my umbrella (repeat)
see the BOLDED ENLARGED words.. those are the most .. creative style of singing the word ''umbrella''
hahaha, i can just irritate myself with only that line all day. i was just repeating this song on mu handphone while i was driving in town ..my homies and i just keep on saying those line from time to time to keep our spirits alive..whether in gym or late night suppers. guys check it out k .. and u might even get hooked to it.
this is the url:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7bK4Vee36Mokay's that's that.
haha well since my thoughts are still flowing lemme share another story of mine..
one day , out of the blue , while watching a drama scene with my mum i said, '' mummy , i wanna be a THIRD PARTY when i grow up. '' hahaha, for obvious reason , i did not really mean it and it's just to test my mum's reaction. my mum just said.. '' go aheadlah, it's your life '' . OH MAN . an unbelievable approval.. then i immediately responded , '' i want to be the best third party.. holding the girl's hand and snatching her away from her current boyfriend. then , everyone will start coming to you [my mum] and say ..''eh is that your son ? tsk tsk " how would you feel mum ?'' and i added '' plus , what If ..what if she loves me more than her bf and we elope just like the movie scenes.''
then my mum just sighed and smiled while saying
'' well , if that ever happens , YOU THINK ABOUT it. if a girl can just ditch her bf just like that.. why can't she do it with another man when she is with YOU??!! ''
-the crow cries and the deafening silence-
enuff said. ''oh no, my mum OVERWHELMED me'' . so that's why i always wonder.. how do casanovas really feel .. tasting the sweet success of destroying other people's relationships and being betrayed by their ''current loved ones'' ..haha.. respect!i still can't imagine how casanova's can get still get the girl while others ,generally speaking are very aware of his status already. still..i'm still giving a thought.[being the 3rd party] .. hahaha .. kidding lah huh .. kidding! but hey , life is like gambling.. full of risk takings. we might never know whether we will be the third part UNINTENTIONALLY ,agree?
one quote i love to share with you all :
''if you don't wanna get hurt , don't fall in love''
this quote is simply brilliant. all thanks to our korean dramas.think about it .
one love ya ' all .
deh ,kamsahamida.
8:34:00 PM
feeling , old.
the past few days were just normal to me.. ahaha.. my laziness was really overwhelming.. haha.. let's talk about friday night , my 1st ever night drive.. haha.. was super scary lah .. because initially , when i looked at my rear mirror i saw so many spotlights shining on it .. thus , was a lil' confused with the positions of the car.. haha.. next up i was entering the car park of a shopping mall.. and i had to drive up a spiral.. wow.. it's so thrilling.. just keep spinning till u reach the top.. met my friends for a kbox session but unfortunately i was not able to celebrate my 1st night singing karaoke because my friend's voucher was not valid for the day .. therefore, we had to postpone to next week and we straight drove to a mamak stall for late supper and chatted all night long.. thought of crashing into my friends' UNIversity and campus next week.. haha, feel like mingling around with NEW people.. feasting my eyes on pretty gals and fishing out potential girls ..yah.. SUPER despo!!
today my aunt and uncle and my godfather came to give my family a SUPRISE.. haha.. i, who was in the midst of watching a drama was definitely caught off guard , immediately tidied up my room to look presentable.. my cousin and his son came along too and i played with my nephew. haha .. taught him how to spell, count and draw at the same time.. young children are definitely naive, loud , straightforward and innocent.. haha. caught up with my relatives' affairs and gossips .. sharing the 'new's ' is surely a must in my family .. especially my mum who is the SMOOTH operator .
talking about small children , i am easily entertained looking at small children playing around.. haha. i do sound 'paedophilic' aren't i ? but to those who did not perceive it that way, good for you .. WE are MATURE.. for the otherwise..tsk tsk. enuff said. ah yes , back to my point .. there was once.. this brother [abt 5 yrs old] was just punching his younger brother [3 yrs old] non-stop at a shopping mall.. what i found amusing was tht.. instead of crying because of the severe bully .. the younger one just kept coming back for more and laughed like hell.. hahaha.. oh man.. i was totally off the hook and started laughing like there 's no tomorrow.. if you were there.. you def say that i'm high on drugs ..for sure.. sometimes ..it's just good to laugh on trivial stuff..agree?
reflection time:
then when i was about to sleep..i decided to look at my past photos .. those taken in singapore since 2003.. looking at every single piece of them just brings back to SAWEET memories.. reminding how CRAZY [much more] i was back then .. hehe . i really like to share my experiences with someone ..okay , i do share my experiences with some of my peeps and my sis ..and my mum too. but , in my heart , i have always wished for a YOUNGER sibling.. a younger sister preferably.this was someone i would really pour out every single thing that happened in my life to .well, this sister of mine ..is really blood related lah of cos.. i do have some mei mei's in my life.. [bee ah , jam ah , huizyi ah] .. haha you all don't feel offended ah.. you guys are nice too.. call me mr emo, but there are times , i just become soft when i see an elder child holding hands with his/her younger brother/sister. i always tell myself how nice if that really happened to me..a younger sister that i can chat with , i can hug with , i can cry with , i can care for..teaching her in her subjects..watching her performance, gossip with her..playing sports with her.. but it never did. given a chance , sometimes , i wish my mum would really give birth to another one..i'm not implying that i'm deprived of love .. my bro and sister are the best siblings that occured to me in life..cherishing with everflowing care and love.. but haha..this is destiny and i'm resigning to it.
once a upon a time , i've asked my mummy ,
" mummy, why was i born into this world? and what's with the HUGE age gap btw me and my bro[10 years]?''
and the reply was .. '' i needed someone to ENTERTAIN ME. to keep me companied and to demolish the boredom''
i felt. - -" indescribable.
ah anyways.. that's that. some of my friends say .. younger siblings somehow are not really that exciting .. haha..they can be EXTRA troublesome ..irritating ..and because of their nature , they might even disrespect you . ouch .. that's painful for me to accept .. haha but through my friends' behaviour towards their younger siblings i can just tell it crystal clear. aihz..sometimes , people might not be able to see the long run .. that it these moments that make our lives WONDERFUL especially reminiscing the past together when we are grown up... i've done some recollections with my sister before and boy.. the bond just strengthens immediately . do you feel me?
i'm already 20 this year.. 5/6 years down the road.. i can foresee some of friends getting married already.. and let me tell you something . 5/6 years will pass by VERY VERY FAST judging on how my bro has gone thru... then i can imagine myself holding my friends' children by the time i hit 28.. haha .. oh man.. i dun wanna grow old that fast.. i feel robbed of my youth years like i mentioned in my past entry..my dad still thinks i maturing at a slow rate.. lol..perhaps i don't intend to show him that's all ..cos everyday .. i will just YAK YAK and YAK away with my mum.. telling her about my dreams .. just laughing at myself for no reason.. and my dad will just shake his head and say .. university is not going to be easy. ah.. what an impression i have left on my dad..
-shrugs-
those who were successful in their appeals.. GOOD! for you .. two thumbs up.. those who are still waiting.. don't think too much over it..if it's yours it's yours! keep that spirit high. AJA AJA!.. those who are just rotting away at home.. DO SOME COMMUNITY SERVICE or donate blood.. save a LIFE !! i am going to donate in singapore once i get back.. go collect the colourful armband..hehe.. i feel so GAY!
one love ya'all
deh,kamsahamida.
9:15:00 PM
