affirmed.
at one moment , i was thinking about my future. what is a balanced life anyways? must it be RECORDED? so , i called my brother who is in moscow right now.
listening to him is seriously 'value-adding'. his tone sets the atmosphere . the way he speaks is simply assertive.
the next thing that happpened to me:advice was given and assurance just flows into my soul. that's my brother. one and only. my siblings are my special and irreplacable ASSETS.i love you two.
let's see what happen next okay? uni life isn't as 'fun' as what i would have perceived. but i'm already used to it thanks to NJ. that's just a comment. no praise nor critic.
when i am not in the mood for that particular event[gathering, dinner, ...etc] , i won't be up for it and i would make it crystal clear to everyone. no explanation is needed for i owe none to anyone.perhaps i could be anti-social, perhaps i'd just ruin the atmosphere if i do attend that event, perhaps i am just lazy. sometimes ,we need to be alone. even crazy people. privacy is so precious but do we realise it properly?are we fully aware it?
momentum is on the go. god, let me experience the peak the moment i need it the most. so far, i have no qualms about any decision that i have made so far. they are the right ones and it's a good sign.
reflection time:
FREEDOM is oNe ThiNg but too much freedom is reckless. something worth noting.
patience is virtue but too much patience is no good either.
sometimes ,we do things right but do we get the right results? we assumed them to be okay, but is it really okay? we can only experience and judge them for ourselves. others have their own opinions on issues but don't let comments affect your mind/behaviour for it is you who control your own life. friends are there to GUIDE not to determine our lives. stop dreaming and make plans for life including marriage. uni life is all about timing.
one love ya'all
deh, kamsahamida.
3:12:00 PM
